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My sister got maaarried!!!

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Fri, 15 May 2009 07:02:14 GMT

14:53 made a fool of myself at work by taking the cider bottles from the reception out of the trash and moving them to the recylcing bin. #

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Mon, 11 May 2009 07:02:07 GMT

19:45 my cat is addicted to shredded squid. #

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Sun, 10 May 2009 07:01:49 GMT

11:43 mmm, Star Trek. #

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Thu, 07 May 2009 07:03:08 GMT

23:33 @JessOnanian too bad eyebrow threading turned out to be ridiculously awesome. I've decided I look a little 'angry' though... Growing time ;] #
23:35 remembering Mica today, only one month later. Love love love her. #

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Tue, 05 May 2009 07:02:19 GMT

10:40 I'm going to keep believing in Jon and Kate :[ But she does treat him like crap... Ugh. #
10:50 @JessOnanian we're going to have to fix that phone of yours :] #

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Mon, 04 May 2009 07:02:27 GMT

16:04 avoiding homework... Day 1 of Fit Coach, wish me luck. #
23:01 seriously, we wonder why minorities are beating the shit out of each other? Because the backwards U.S. government made them that way. #

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Wed, 22 Apr 2009 07:03:27 GMT

15:58 figuring this thing out, officially gave in to the trend. #
15:58 @csiddy love your Mica post <3 #
16:10 @sherwhattt I'm still waaay confused #
16:10 @dreamreality sounds pretty bomb to me #
16:33 @webspiderus 'Hackintosh' is what now!? #
23:04 @MaddieLin we're up to about 4 sites that we can e-stalk each other on now right? yay! #
23:05 melting to death and watching Season 1 of 30 Rock, whoo. #

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Mica Marie Marks

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 02:55:58 GMT

One of my best friend's in the whole entire world passed away last Tuesday, April 7th around 4PM. She was on her way home to Sacramento from Humboldt and spun out on a narrow California highway and hit a van. She died instantly, and I still don't even know what that means. Mica Marie Marks took a piece of me with her. I think she took a piece of all of us.
I didn't find out until Wednesday morning when a friend called me crying asking if the rumor was true. I told her not to worry just yet and that I was going to find out for sure. I called Jess first to tell her what I'd heard, then I called Mica's mom, Tracey, to see if it was true. For a second, Tracey sounded like Mica and got my hopes up, but then I caught the sadness in her voice. I called Jess and Alena to tell them it was true. I left work in tears. I told Felix when I got home then started calling all of Mica and my friends. I had to break so many hearts that day. I called from about 9AM-2PM straight. It made me numb. People wanted to get together so about 20 of them came to my house that night just so they didn't have to be alone. I didn't cry anymore that day. I didn't cry again until we went to Mica's house and saw her mom. Her house seemed so quiet and empty without her. Her mom was being as strong as she could be but with each new person coming in, we would make her cry again. We all cried together, looked at pictures, and tried as hard as we could to be ok. Jess and I were up til 3AM, making the music for the viewing and funeral at Tracy's request. I acted like a zombie through the rest of the week until Saturday, which was finally her viewing. We are all terrified to see her and weren't sure of what to expect. We killed time outside because none of us were ready. From the front room we could see her casket and part of her face. Finally Jess, Emily and I walked in holding hands. Em squeezed our hands so hard as we got near. When we got up to Mica, we just all started sobbing. The rest of our friends followed behind us and they were all sobbing too. She still looked like herself. I don't know if that was good or if it just made it that much more unbelievable. I expected her to get up, start smiling and laughing and tell us it was just a joke and that she was fine. I will never be able to get over the way it felt standing there looking down at my poor Mica. Frozen at 19 forever. We weren't going to be at each other's weddings. She wasn't going to be Auntie Mica to my kids. She was never going to go on to do all the things we'd get to do. It just felt so wrong. Of all the crazy things she'd been through, she died in a simple accident on a rainy day. We got Famous Pizza in her honor after the viewing. She cried the day Famous closed, and it reopened before she got to find out. The next day was her funeral. Her body wasn't there that time but about 200-300 people who were touched by her were. The placed was filled to the brim. They played a slideshow and people said amazing things about her. I stuck around from 3-7. I just wasn't ready to let her go... School's been hard. We all got pins at the funeral with the picture of Mica above and a ribbon. They're on our backpacks now. The weirdest part is seeing people who are 100% okay, happy, and normal. People who didn't know Mica nor know about what happened to her. I just can't comprehend being normal like that again. At school I keep looking for her. I keep expecting to see her but she isn't there. I just can't fathom it. I've lost uncles and I even lost my father but nothing quite hurts the way this does. She was too young and vibrant and just amazing to die so soon. I'll keep her with me forever though. It's the least I can do for her considering how much she impacted my life.

Rest in peace, Mica Marks. I love you.

It'll be like this for the next 5 weeks...

Mon, 22 Dec 2008 23:14:26 GMT

I am so hopelessly and utterly bored at work right now. 1 hour and 50 minutes to go. Aaaack. I need to paint more tonight. I'll post pics the second we're done with the room. It's really pretty so far, but not particularly girly.

I consoled my ex yesterday about his recent break up :/ It's odd seeing him go through exactly what I went through... Too bad the only advice I have to offer is based on my experience with him.

Tom called me a while ago to report that he's home from Japan. I never called him back. He's too dangerous a situation to even play around with. I'm keeping my distance.

Felix and I are doing well as full time roomies. Not too much fighting... Winter break will be our test. If we can't stand each other during off time, I don't know how well on time will go :]

I'm getting grades back slowly but surely. B in Stats, A in Earth Science + lab, A in Group Discussion, A in Race and Ethnicity. I'm pretty stoked. One more semester and I'm done with junior college. Hello university.

I really don't have much to say... I was just trying to kill time at work... I need to create a custom friends group with girls only so I can go into the gorey details of my life without traumatizing anyone. Hmm.

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 21:57:29 GMT

I cannot believe how brain dead my job makes me feel...

Thu, 29 May 2008 04:33:15 GMT

Friends only, kid.

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